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Underground Dining with Andre Chiang

亲爱的沁芝
mummy因为工作的缘故,有机会接触许多世界名厨,以及体验各种餐饮乐趣。
这一天,我受DBS银行之邀参加了一场Underground Supperclub餐饮体验。这是银行为了回馈会员,而特别呈现的餐饮体验,为了让会员享有折扣之外的优惠,星展银行特别拉拢名厨,为会员呈现这类“地下宵夜俱乐部”的餐饮体验。
星展银行第三度举办这类特别餐饮体验,请来刚刚荣获“Chef of The Year”大奖的名厨Andre Chiang,为会员泡制特别晚餐。
过程中他分享了一些自己的想法,我觉得有些我很能认同,摘录下来跟沁芝分享:
on food n cooking:

my mother was a chef and has a chinese restaurant in tokyo, i was the only kid who is not allowed to eat out.my mother will always prepare for me a lunchbox,she will cook at 1145am and send the lunchbox to me, everyday/..my mother teach me that food is important, u cannot juz eat anything, u take food seriously, n this building is like a home, u feel that u r coming to a home, the kitchen is there, n if i m away we close. u c me everyday, n i hope pple juz come in to enjoy, nothing else

cooking is personal to me, cooking for another person, its that personal, its that intimate, its not a commercial behavior.

on creating:

i do not force myself to create, or squeeze an idea out. i go do pottery, sketch or art,sometimes i m inspired by a sad movie, i do design n u naturally become emotional, sensitive to things around u, n the ideas flow naturally, i do what i like.

here’s the menu

In order of menu, the Iced Jabugo Shot with Tomato Puree

Brittany Baby Grey Prawns

Cured Rockfish, Peach n Champagne Rose Vinaigrette

Potato Souffle

Atlantic Eel

Kyoto aubergine/Braised cockscomb/fried duck tongue

Langoustine tartar/dashi granita/oscietra caviar

Spanish Omlette/Chorrizo/Onion Marmalade

Before the desserts came on, a special inclusion of wagyu/fresh mustard seeds n eggplant caviar

Purifed Yoghurt

Ganache/Ice nougatine

Buckwheat Churross/Hot Chocolate/Fresh Cinnamon

After dinner, he brought us up to his atelier, the birthplace of all tastes on his tables

and there would b this chest of alphabet of flavours

and his works of pottery

n this wall showcasing his work of tentacles of the squid,he says u could know the squid’s emotions seeing their tentacles

then everyone gets a nice photo and an autograph

he says he did a special autograph for me with quotes, here it is

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What is right

Something right is a good teacher
Almost immediately, the right tells u about what wrong is
And I m saying this after a haircut

I have been searching for one who can give me THE right haircut

N for the past few times although I thought it was ok, it really wasn’t

Not right means not right
U would need wisdom to acknowledge the wrong, not bear with it

Thankful for a right feeling
It righted many wrongs and re-emphasized it’s right!

Doing things the right way is so do important

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Joy

Joy, is

之一。Sitting by Myself

Its saturday and i m sitting by myself. After a week of busy weekdays, I finally have time to myself.

And i sat down for some meditation, and wrote my prayers as always. It felt simply good afterwards, i guess, its the time i allowed myself, to settle n rest.

As i sat n wrote, there were lots of emotions and thought coming by, but being aware made me understand their presence

For eg, i could see the feeling of excitement and i knew it was bcoz i had the urge to share what i learnt after meeting alain pasaard yesterday

But while i was sitting, i saw the awareness and i instantly let it go to come back to simple sitting and observing

SO meditation trains one to let go

A light me emerged and i like that

之二。A more open minded me

i realised a change in me, its a sense of open mindedness, or a broader me

in face of issues that i cannot reconcile with, instead of being disturbed n unhappy, i find myself recently being able to look at the  disturbing issue from another perspective.

there’s just another voice which offered me another perspective to the problem in front of me, and this opened up more space in me, rather like a road opening up in front of me

i could c that it is i who fixate myself on looking at things a certain way, if i don’t look at things this way, i would b in a different world, feeling a different set of emotions.

i liked this inner clarity/wisdom

it made me much more magnanimous and i liked this me. it made my life easier when i could see n adopt a new approach/attitude to a problem

it was also, in a sense letting go too.

and ease followed soon after.

之三。joy

is growing up, and having more wisdom.joy is learning something new.

之四。ahh yes, i saw my work being mentioned in another’s blog

http://blog.omy.sg/sweet60/archives/category/uncategorized

n its a funny feeling to read what/how others perceive my logic and words, its like venturing into a new place for me too

whatever, i feel really happy that i have someone as an audience.

it heightened the loveliness of sharing.

n seeing my work captured n re pasted on another website

http://www.cnfrance.com/info/renwu/20120324/7082.html

what made them capture those works?

a sort of resonation?like when u walk into an empty room, say something n get an echo back

i feel touched to get an echo

http://www.360doc.com/content/12/0315/16/7486097_194570941.shtml

之五。i would feel excited when i have something to share, a great piece of knowledge/some wise words, and i would feel this sense of drumming or beating inside me

the feeling of excitement.

i read what i wrote about Andre Chiang sometime back, he was preparing a dish for us and he says, he couldn’t breathe.

reading what i recorded again, made me understand this excitement all over again

its bliss, this excitement.

and with these findings, i really would like to share this gratitude with all, may all sentient beings discover this part of themselves and b at ease, wherever they r, whenever they r.

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Alain Passard

Dear qinzhi

Its been a while since i have so much enjoyed my work. That i feel happy at work.

I guess its the consensus i have come to with daddy, qinzhi n myself, its like i have arrived at another platform or level. and here, i could b free/freely enjoy my work as if there were not another care in the world.

its an understatement to say how great this feeling is.

And greater bcoz i met another culinary giant today, and he is Alain Passard. Meeting him inspired me to write to qinzhi abt passion, i recently hear this word over n over again, all fr different chefs, with different intensities/tone of voice, and i want to say to qinzhi this.

The right n the only way to live
Is to be passionate about life

Find the something, which gives u happiness or simply makes u happy, no matter how many hours it takes of u

The something which allows u a better understanding of yourself or that whicj helps u make sense of yourself n the world n life

The something which gives some meaning to your existence

Once u find that something, which may take a while, never let go

I took some time to, no wonder I just couldn’t give it up when daddy proposed I stopped

The something that stopped me is this passion I have for writing

Writing helped me understand n find myself
It brought me to top brains n to learn n b inspired by them
It exposes u to a new dimension n fulfills u
It makes my world broader

And the passion miraculously brought me to see this 3 star Michelin chef so easily

I had so much trouble trying to interview him months back

But there he is with me at the air France booth at savour 2012

I took his hand and said I was v happy to see him n showed him the writeup I did for him

http://www.zaobao.com.sg/fk/fk120324_001.shtml


I guess he could see the happiness in me

And he held my hand tightly in return n our hands danced

The air France pple too was happy to see me happy

The connection, however short lived was too strong to b denied

Bcoz the emotions were so so true n it jazzed up the night

Passions enrich u n make life worthwhile, it is in passion that u live n breathe

And become alive

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Truly grateful to find them

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Woman

March 30, 2012

Embracing Womanhood

When a woman can look back into her past, doing so without regret and instead seeing only lessons that brought her to her current strength and wisdom, she embraces the fullness of her experience. She helps those around her to build upon the past as she does. And when she chooses to create her desires, she places her power in the present and moves forward with life into the future.

Seeing her own divinity, a woman learns to recognize the divinity in all women. She then can see her body as a temple, appreciating its feminine form and function, regardless of what age or stage of life she finds herself. She can enjoy all that it brings to her experience and appreciate other women and their experiences as well. Rather than seeing other women as competition, she can look around her to see the cycle of life reflected in the beauty of her sisters, reminding her of her own radiance should she ever forget.

She can then celebrate all the many aspects that make her a being worthy of praise, dancing to express the physical, speaking proudly to express her intellect, sharing her emotions, and leading the way with her spiritual guidance. Embracing her womanhood, she reveals the facets that allow her to shine with the beauty and strength of a diamond to illuminate her world.

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My favorite spot

Dear qinzhi

Some ten years back
Mummy used to love this place
When I couldn’t decide if I will enter this relationship with daddy,
It is infront of this porch of grass that we sat on, n
Daddy used to hold my hand here n say :”then let’s take it slowly, let me b the one to do the loving more.”

Then further in those building squares, we sat when we quarreled , kissed n hugged.

It was my favorite spot n always will hold specially to me

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粗糙的学习

亲爱的沁芝

人生的路上,老师很多,只是,作为学生的你,会不会知道,那就是老师。

今天,编辑谢裕民前辈就在忙中抽出时间聊很多。聊工作、聊自己、聊感慨、聊生活之道。

比如,不要把自己的水弄脏,因为身体里都是水,水都有情绪,不要因为不快,把自己的水弄得不快。

又如他说,累积正面能量,那即使有负面的,它也无法入侵。

谈及我写的美食专栏,我说我写得这么多,做很多功课,有必要吗?反正很多人不会appreciate。

他说,不要在乎官方的认可,不要为现在的老板打工。

他提议,Work for your next boss。

大意即the recognition will come, don’t have to worry abt that

N that有人在看。

他把一封email钓出来,那是他与我的前老板潘正镭先生的email

他把我写的马尔代夫旅游稿,挖出来给潘先生看,他说,这是他喜欢的文章。

潘先生看之后也有一些赞美的话。话是什么,我忘记了。

那种有知音的感觉最好,即便只是一个人。

我想起今天上art时yen说的话。她说我谈到工作、访问的启发时,表达出来的就像诗篇一样。

"your words r so beautiful”

她脸上的表情就是听得很享受的样子,然后问:does ur husband feel this way? It might b that he has known u v well so that he has taken these for granted

我觉得是not aware,所以不懂得appreciate

就像一开始接触balsamic vinegar时,不懂得珍惜一样。我也有过这样的经验。

所以人真的要对自己有了解,那才能做是自己的自己,而不是别人要的那个自己

我不由得想起marco pierre white说的, if u have the ability to get a star, go for it. U have to translate ur dream into reality, if not u will regret

谢裕民前辈也分享了书写的一点,就是:要珍惜你的文字。

不在乎多少,在于用字。

在于造句。如何把文字摆在一块,赋予一个地方、一盘美食新的生命、你的诠释、你给它的生命,很重要。

他还分享了人生的一些哲学。他说这是他中年人的感慨。

他说,敏感的人总是很辛苦,因为总是去到太细,带头来自己辛苦。所以还是要粗糙一点。因为你的粗糙,还是别人的细。

他肯定也是细的人,花了一大段时间辛苦,然后在我的身上看到自己的过去,于是也释放了部分的自己

mummy在那里听了,觉得整个体验很不可思议。

除了感激感谢,真的好像是天上一把声音,听到了我心中的疑问,然后,借由这名前辈给了我我在寻找的答案。

于是我在下班之前写了这样的电邮给他:

前辈

谢谢你在忙碌之时仍愿把工作放一边,和我分享“中年人的感慨”。

我母亲过世得早,家里没什么人可以分享工作大小事,家里可以这么教我的长辈不多,很多时候我就是这样自己摸索,时常走了很多路才回来发现错。错。错。

今天听得到你的一番省思,就是一个美丽的因缘,回馈这美丽的方式,除了感激,我想更多的应该是学习、学习很有觉知地在生活中各个层面实践,执行放与粗糙的学习。

又:或许因你的感慨,我以后不感慨,这一顿饭太值得,不请不行

然后他回复

美眉:

有一句话说,不要相信中年人的话。

是的,我们都在摸索中长大,但是,记忆会忘了痛的部分。

结婚就是两个人在一起分享、分忧,跟你先生谈谈吧!到最后,很多话就只能跟家人谈。

粗糙有时是原来。

你去问,没有美眉请uncle吃饭的。

每天睡前,想想今天10件开心的事,再小的都是。每天保持开心,不要弄髒水,再不开心的事,日后想都很笨。

共勉。

裕民

May all sentient beings receive guidance n teaching as n when they need it.<

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Marco Pierre White-To see things as they are

Dear qinzhi

Marco Pierre White is another awesome chef who became the youngest chef to win 3 Michelin stars n to give it away, after realizing the thing that mattered to him isn’t the stars, but cooking to enrich lives with simple basic ingredients

He is coming to Singapore on April 26 for world gourmet summit n unfortunately I will not b able to meet him personally

Still,
Look at his words.

They inspire.

Everyones has a past, MPW too, and he speaks of how it pained him , yet how important it is to work with one’s past

about the defining moment of his life, he writes movingly and with brutal candour: the death of his mother (who was Italian) from a brain haemorrhage. She was 38 and he was six. “I remember it better than I remember yesterday, she died in front of my eyes. That had a huge effect” he says.

“It has affected everything I have ever done. It’s the reason I used to go off on my own and play in the woods as a child and it’s the reason I still like to go off in the woods as an adult. I know I have craved recognition as a result of losing my mother and I know I have done some really stupid things because I did not have that stability as a child. It has been very painful looking at it in such detail but it had to be done.”

Family is important to Marco. “Good friends and family is true wealth,” says the man who had a distant relationship with his English father and three brothers and who spent much of his childhood on his own.

On the joy in cooking? What makes the job of a chef fascinating for you?

Being a chef is not a job, it is a way of life. Being a chef gives me the opportunity to show off the natural beauty of food.

Cooking is a philosophy, not a recipe, so for me it is all about passing on the knowledge I have and about using good ingredients to create simple and flavoursome dishes which can be easily recreated at home.

For me it is all about passing on the knowledge I have and about using good ingredients to create simple and flavoursome dishes which can be easily recreated at home.

In another interview, he said:

On having mentored some of the best chefs in UK:

I have been very fortunate in my life to have some very special young men walk into my kitchen.

People like Mario Batali (in New York, who went on to earn two Michelin stars), Gordon Ramsay (three Michelin stars), Heston Blumental (three Michelin stars), Eric Chavot (two Michelin stars), Daniel Clifford, (two Michelin stars), the list is endless.

They all had something different and they’ve all gone on to do great things. And Gordon and Heston they became a member of that very elite club. The 3 star club.

Having the privilege to have those young men in my kitchen is extraordinary, seeing them at a very young age, learning their craft, learning their trade, and later in the lives, seeing them show-off their philosophy on a plate is quite special.

On good food:
Good food is simple. The more you do to food, the more you take away from it.
Mother Nature is the true artist and one just needs to cook.

Aside from this humble stock cube, what other ingredients do you consider your must-have in the kitchen? What constitutes the basic ingredients of a great kitchen?

Knorr is a fantastic product. Like anything in life, you have to know how to use it. If used correctly, it has its place in the professional kitchen.
Quality ingredients and fresh produce are basic items of a great kitchen. The problem is most people don’t know how to use it. It’s like ketchup: it’s a great sauce. The Box Tree did a sauce with Worcester sauce that was the most delicious sauce in the world to serve with beef. And the Box Tree had two stars.

most important lesson you learnt in the kitchen:
Discipline.

advice to young chefs starting out on their careers?
To realise your potential, first understand why you are doing what you are doing. What is your motivation? If you are prepared to invest the time and have the capability of a star, go and get it. But don’t lie to yourself. Be a realist: only work for something you truly want, something that’s possible within yourself.
Once you discover yourself as a person then you will be able to discover food for what it is, and cook the type of food that you want to cook. I believe the industry allows people to express themselves, better themselves and create security like no other industry. But allow Mother Nature to be the artist, and put your energies into the cooking. Get into a good kitchen, stay for five years, keep your head down and learn your trade.

He tasted success at 33 when he bagged three Michelin stars. What does success mean?

In life, if we are fortunate, we have many journeys. Walking down that road for 17 years of my life, I had a lot of experiences. I obtained a lot of knowledge and in the end I realised my dream. I think when you have a dream in life, you have to turn it into reality.

And it’s not about what you achieve, it’s actually what you do for your industry and that’s what I think is important. And when people look at me and they see my achievements with the restaurants do you know what I think? I think I did more than that. What I achieved was teaching young men and young women when they were young and inspiring them. The three Michelin stars, that’s irrelevant. And the people that gave me three stars had less knowledge than me.

If you don’t turn your dreams into reality, then you end up with regrets.

On giving back Michelin stars:

Yes, once you grow up and discover yourself as a human being you look at things for what they are. It’s just like what I am doing today to show people how they can use simple ingredients to create healthy and delicious dishes, and hopefully this will enrich the lives of families.

life today is…?
Today, it’s about assisting others to realise their dreams. I realized my dreams as a young man and I have nothing left in many ways to prove. Real pleasure is sharing my knowledge with others and assisting them in reaching their own dreams or enriching their lives. I think when you have been given knowledge and experience, you have a duty and a responsibility to share it.

On What makes a great chef?

Firstly, they accept and respect that Mother Nature is the true artist and they are the chef. Two, everything that chefs do become an extension of themselves as a person, a part of them. Thirdly, they give you great insights into the world they were born into. The world that inspired them, and they serve it on their plates. That’s what they do, even if it’s classical.

On pple he admire?
I admire lots of people; they aren’t famous but they’re good people. It’s not what you achieve. People who can give themselves every day – they’re the people that I admire, they’re real people. The answer to your question is that I admire the real people.

On offers that would interest
I like things that are educational and inspirational. I think if you’ve been given something in life you have a moral duty to give things back. If you’ve been given opportunities then you have to create opportunities. If you’re given knowledge by people, share your knowledge. If you were born with talent, show your talent off. I like to make a difference. I came from very humble beginnings.

On privacy:

In London I’m not seen in public. I don’t go to award ceremonies or gatherings. I just don’t go because I like my privacy. I like being with my family and I like being in their company. I work very hard and I don’t have much time so I just want to be with my family or in the English countryside. I don’t take holidays.

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The first weekend qinzhi went to pasir ris

dear qinzhi

i hope u r doing well at pasir ris

its been a week since we started this new arrangement, for qinzhi to come home during the weekdays n to school, then to go back to pasir ris for the weekend,

this first weekend, daddy happened to be free, and we did some things together.

it seemed like we had a lot of time

we went shopping n had the time to walk around orchard road

it was a true luxury, altho it was just a sat

altho i felt tired, but buying things i liked with daddy, looking at some furniture and design, sort of nourished my tired nt axed out soul

it sort of replenished me n prepared me for the next week

i liked it

it gave us the time to connect as a couple

as well, it gave me the time to address myself n to have some time to do the things i like

n altho qinzhi isn’t with us, qinzhi was with us every stop of the way

the first stop, to get this 12 yr old balsamic vinegar qinzhi so enjoyed

then off to great world city

to look at furniture

i enjoyed looking at design v much

the beauty of it lies in the vast amount of imagination it imbues

i felt happy even not buying it

then it was off to buying a hello kitty hat for qinzhi

then nice pizzas i always wanted to bring daddy to try out

i finally did today

and a glass of cold leffe blonde that i afterwards felt, was a tad too sweet for my liking

the smoothness was good tho

then came fried portebello with chicken in red wine sauce

it was a beautiful weekend