Went back to Mr Ng for a mind spa session after so long, i used to have these therapeutic mind cleansing sessions each month, but because of the work of late, I skipped a few.
I remember crossing the bridge with happy steps.
I was so so happy just to attend a session.
Because its for me, my truest me. I made time for me, that made me truly—happy.
I spoke about all that has happened.
Trying out so many new things on a new platform.
Like doing a Yongey Mingyur Rinpoche Facebook Live, like realising a Friend of Michelin concept and getting Nicholas Tse to be the face.
Like receiving a message from his manager to say–if the opportunity arises, lets work together.
From being treated poorly by her, to receiving a message, it is such a compliment, it is the best reward.
It showed me that the values I grew up with, and my adhering to these values over the years, were correct. And I should stick to these, and pass them on. Even if the world has changed, even if people have strayed.
And to have Nicholas Tse in the kitchen with me and passing me a slice of french shallot and spanish cucumber.
I remember asking if I could have a gazpacho, but he said that the gazpacho would have to be marinated overnight.
But afterwards in the afternoon, he really got me some to try.
And after the whole event, he gave me hug to say, “Thank You, 我知道你辛苦了”
He shared the Friend of Michelin memento with me.
The whole process was fraught with difficulties and so so much. Like a miserable media attendance, like not getting the mandate, like having this idea deemed to have failed because of a lack of website hits, FB likes and etc.
Like not having the agreement ready and to run the risk of Nicholas being stopped by his agency to fly, when the event would be a few days away.
But i was grounded and i realised that i did what Mr Ng was doing. I was not emotional, I was aware and solidly grounded, and I held on to the process.
I hold and supported the process.
That was what was real. So real, that was my growth, my reality, my discovery,
i passed the test and is elevated now.
In the process of speaking to Mr Ng, I felt this silently gentle solid yet soft streaming energy or force at heart.
It was so quiet but so steady and sure, I had to listen to it.
It was grounding.
I felt it for the first time so clearly. It was like mother’s love, unending, ever so calm and peaceful.
And i realised how and why?
It was that i was at peace and one with the universe. not resisting, not intending, not managing or trying to alter anything.
Just one with the universe.
That was beautiful.
I repeated many times, that all that has happened is surreal, miraculous and unbelievable.
like a dream.
And Mr Ng added that everything that seemed so surreal was so because i m on the right path, and fulfilling or answering my life purpose.
And what was that?
“to be creative.”
To which I added,
To create these flashes of light, to touch to inspire and make a difference to lives.
i just want to do that, create these beautiful magical moments of light.
simply because i have experienced the beauty of it, these beautiful moments of light have changed me.
and i want others to feel it for themselves.
it would be wonderful to have created a difference, but just letting them feel it, that light would be brilliant enough.
I felt almost like a messenger of the divine.
they work through me, and that is how, people and things come into my life and continue to support my endeavour.
Mr Ng encouraged me to continue to work at that, listening and adhering to my life purpose, to bring light onto myself and others.
That would be truly what makes me, fulfils me. And to converse and work closely with the divine.