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Maca

我写了Maca的料理

结果厨师Rishi Naleendra说

  
我很感动

事实上,我觉得我可以做得更好写的更好。

事实上,我要谢谢他。谢谢在茫茫人海,我遇见他。

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Healing (XI)

“When the time is ripe, things will follow.” ——Rishi Naleendra

“You cannot learn fast.”—– Christophe Muller

“Cooking is almost like meditation. You have to be present in the moment. You have to cook with good intentions. Then the food will be wholesome.”—–Manjit Gill

In countless interviews, I have had chefs baring their soul n sharing the wisdom of their lives , what I received in the form of words is a culmination of light over time .

Understanding this brought me to the point of acceptance and what it is. 

Hearing my son’s words, that 

“Mommy, you r beautiful.” And

“I love your everything.”

Brought me a lot of joy.

The words erased all the pain n negativity and put me at ease.

Then yesterday on my way to work, I stopped because I smelled the scent of grass that was cut.

The scent cut into the air n I had to stop.

  
That was wonderful stopping.

Truly wonderful just to

STOP.

That scene mattered to me.

Just like how Mr Ng said, it was a moment of seemingly nothingness.

But it gave him a breakthrough.

This gave me mine.

All the events , things, people that stopped me in life.

Was just like how I stopped to smell the scent of freshly cut grass.

They just stopped me.

There was nothing more to that stop if I hadn’t portrayed other things into those stops.

They were just events n things that had to happen, because conditions were present. Like a ripening that had to release a scent.

That’s just that.

Stops.

When I smelled the grass , I felt wonderful and privileged. To just stop n smell. I remembered how I stopped to smell the roses in paris. 

I could have attended to the stops in my life like I did yesterday. But due to much ignorance , I did otherwise .

But if I hadn’t , I wouldn’t have this understanding n perception today.

The wonder of stopping.

Accepting.

Om ma ne pad me hum.

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Healing (X)

接受

就是当你愿意用另一个角度,去接触你的人生。

那就是healing悄悄的,在-发-生。

我永远记得我说,i desperately need to change,但老师说,you need to heal.

他教了我两个方法,一个就是comb your aura,另一个是expand your magnetic field.

记得沁芝看到我做了之后,她说,像是Elsa那样。

food is medicine and can heal.

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Healing (VIX)

I told Mr Ng that something in me wants to struggle out.

Out of all of the old, habits, modes, practices.

I needed to change.

And to which he replied, you need healing.

And perhaps, you too.

When you mend, you breakthrough. Change needn’t be pursued at all.

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31 months

我亲爱的宝贝:

祝福你!愿你健康,平安,快乐,自在!

这个月来,你又长大了许多,又懂事了许多。又淘气了许多。又被爸爸用藤条打了许多……许多。

皓皓知道什么是国旗,也很会说话。有一天,他把国旗的棒从国旗摘下来,不知要怎么装回去。他说,mommy,帮我咧。

我说,皓皓想想办法呀。

他说,为什么你不要想呢?

一回,在pasir ris,他抢过姐姐的电话,说:“姐姐不要冲凉咧,叫她冲凉,她一直等……”居然会投诉了!

这一天,带他去cedele,他吃巧克力吃得满嘴,但超可爱的。

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他现在已经非常习惯睡前看故事书,还能念完一整个故事,多本故事书。非常的了不起!加上唐诗,现在轮到我要进修,多念唐诗,才能帮助他们多吸收!

皓皓爱玩水,总是要我让他站在小凳子上洗手。

让他站到小凳子上了,他居然说:mommy你出去咧。

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这一天,daddy帮皓皓理发。

小瓜不喜欢头发刺身体,所以总得想办法让他呆着。汽车、鱼等等

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但效果真的很好。

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今年金禧年,皓皓第一次去观赏国庆预演。

看国旗飞跃、看战斗机的飞行表演、还有烟花大汇演。

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隔天早上,再带皓皓沁芝去MBS scooter。小瓜特别喜欢莱佛士地铁站的斜坡。在那里scooter,乐此不疲。

 

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看姐姐小时候看的ipad音乐节目,跟着起舞。

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皓皓非常喜欢看汽车,能够认得porsche,mercedes,ferrari,buccati,honda,toyota wish,lamborghini

我很讶异!

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这一天,带姨姨婆婆去吃London Fat Duck,皓皓走在前头,mommy说,怎么没有牵婆婆的手?他就转回头牵手,mommy觉得好窝心。

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阿姨要买糕点,皓皓看到黄色的饭粿,说要黄色的。阿姨就对店员说要买黄色的。

之后对皓皓说,给姐姐吃一半好吗?皓皓点头,然后等姐姐从厕所出来,就真的分出一半要给姐姐吃。

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皓皓超爱吃长棍面包,那种外皮香脆的面包,多么硬他都能handle,吃得津津有味。

这一天,想让皓皓的体验更深刻,于是让他专注于吃面包时嘴里脆脆的声音。他很喜欢。这也是训练心和专注力的方式之一。

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小瓜爱玩水,进到厕所,就要mommy出去。

这么玩,不亦乐乎。如此下来,就荒废了15分钟。

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皓皓喜欢趴在地上画画。

特别喜欢黄色。

这么着,光是看我已经觉得很写意。很自在。好像他又教了我一样。

drop everything n go to the floor

我很希望皓皓会一直记得在地上画图、玩颜色的感觉。

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一天,公公给皓皓沁芝买这个buah luku,皓皓很喜欢。我说隔天早上跟公公道谢。

结果隔天早上,皓皓真的就这么做了,打开德士车门,皓皓立刻对公公说,昨天买的这个很好吃。结果公公午后再去买了这包。

听阿妹阿姨说,这是公公跑了许多地方才找到的。所以你应该会觉得特别甜美。

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隔天决定以礼相赠,将有机的龙眼送给公公吃。

准备的时候,皓皓说:“mommy,不要拿全部!”显然,想给自己留一把。

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有一个星期一,皓皓嚷嚷着要跟mommy、姐姐进去上音乐课。被拒绝了,结果皓皓在门外一直哭一直哭,哭了近一个小时,把爸爸气坏了,直接带他回家。

皓皓就是这么硬的性子,这么执着。mommy回来时,皓皓应该哭了近1个半小时。

 

不知是吃错东西,还是细菌感染,或者压力太大,隔天皓皓病了。

高烧直达40度,皓皓热热烈烈的。但小瓜还是不当一回事那样。

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带皓皓去看dr ngiam,他不会哭了。好棒哦!

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到了第三天,皓皓开始拉肚子。

相信是一阵阵的痛楚,肚子痛的时候,要mommy给他擦香油,然后要mommy抱抱。

给他擦香油之后,就这么用枕头给他抱着,保持腹部温热。

 

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第四天,烧退了。婆婆特地从pasir ris拿了凉茶来,之后带婆婆去午餐。

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我亲爱的宝贝,好爱你!