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Healing XXXXi

Went back to Mr Ng for a mind spa session after so long, i used to have these therapeutic mind cleansing sessions each month, but because of the work of late, I skipped a few.

I remember crossing the bridge with happy steps.

I was so so happy just to attend a session.

Because its for me, my truest me. I made time for me, that made me truly—happy.

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I spoke about all that has happened.

Trying out so many new things on a new platform.

Like doing a Yongey Mingyur Rinpoche Facebook Live, like realising a Friend of Michelin concept and getting Nicholas Tse to be the face.

Like receiving a message from his manager to say–if the opportunity arises, lets work together.

From being treated poorly by her, to receiving a message, it is such a compliment, it is the best reward.

It showed me that the values I grew up with, and my adhering to these values over the years, were correct. And I should stick to these, and pass them on. Even if the world has changed, even if people have strayed.

And to have Nicholas Tse in the kitchen with me and passing me a slice of french shallot and spanish cucumber.

I remember asking if I could have a gazpacho, but he said that the gazpacho would have to be marinated overnight.

But afterwards in the afternoon, he really got me some to try.

And after the whole event, he gave me hug to say, “Thank You, 我知道你辛苦了”

He shared the Friend of Michelin memento with me.

The whole process was fraught with difficulties and so so much. Like a miserable media attendance, like not getting the mandate, like having this idea deemed to have failed because of a lack of website hits, FB likes and etc.

Like not having the agreement ready and to run the risk of Nicholas being stopped by his agency to fly, when the event would be a few days away.

But i was grounded and i realised that i did what Mr Ng was doing. I was not emotional, I was aware and solidly grounded, and I held on to the process.

I hold and supported the process.

That was what was real. So real, that was my growth, my reality, my discovery,

MY BREAKTHROUGH.

i passed the test and is elevated now.

In the process of speaking to Mr Ng, I felt this silently gentle solid yet soft streaming energy or force at heart.

It was so quiet but so steady and sure, I had to listen to it.

It was grounding.

I felt it for the first time so clearly. It was like mother’s love, unending, ever so calm and peaceful.

And i realised how and why?

It was that i was at peace and one with the universe. not resisting, not intending, not managing or trying to alter anything.

Just one with the universe.

That was beautiful.

I repeated many times, that all that has happened is surreal, miraculous and unbelievable.

不可思议。

like a dream.

And Mr Ng added that everything that seemed so surreal was so because i m on the right path, and fulfilling or answering my life purpose.

And what was that?

“to be creative.”

To which I added,

To create these flashes of light, to touch to inspire and make a difference to lives.

i just want to do that, create these beautiful magical moments of light.

and why?

simply because i have experienced the beauty of it, these beautiful moments of light have changed me.

and i want others to feel it for themselves.

it would be wonderful to have created a difference, but just letting them feel it, that light would be brilliant enough.

I felt almost like a messenger of the divine.

they work through me, and that is how, people and things come into my life and continue to support my endeavour.

Mr Ng encouraged me to continue to work at that, listening and adhering to my life purpose, to bring light onto myself and others.

That would be truly what makes me, fulfils me. And to converse and work closely with the divine.

Unbelievable.

还是那句,不可思议。

 

 

 

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Life force, Life’s force

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I havent been feeling too sure lately, because its a new path.

i m stepping up, there’ll b more responsibilities, something i have never done before.

and this morning, i popped into the kitchen and saw fresh green shoots popping out of the onion bag, thru the spaces.

it was like an answer from the divine, or a response to my query.

its like a force that cannot be withheld. or in chinese, 势不可挡。just go with the flow.

it was so so beautiful.

it touched me a lot, and i took a moment to sit with that feeling.

Life force, or life’s force.

A gentle, silent, slowly but sure and steady energy at work.

we all have it too, all the while.

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i took it in my hands to feel the energy.

and i felt really shaken at heart.

it about being one with the life force, recognising its presence, being appreciative of it and going forward, to treasure this precious energy.

The only way would be to use it carefully, and with my life purpose.

I know i m here to pass on the light.

May i get the full support on this journey.

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3yrs 10mths

好像还是昨天,带皓皓沁芝到这家超市,是万圣节的时候。

然后,又到万圣节。

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皓皓说,想吃这个黄色蛋糕

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去植物园喂鱼,皓皓习惯了,会捡起一片叶子给我

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上次来,没有时间玩。这次皓皓叮嘱,去了植物园,要到这家餐厅,因为要来玩

从害怕抗拒到得心应手,不断尝试。

我想这就是我想让孩子学会的能力。

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我的老板

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学校拍照那天

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mommy因为忙米其林之友,婆婆得下午来到家里,看着皓皓

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毕业典礼这天,皓皓好可爱!

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他站在舞台中央,第一排,然后才唱一段,皓皓就因为要尿尿,由老师抱下来!

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姐姐很关心台上皓皓的表演

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皓皓在学习的样子

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这一天,带皓皓沁芝去逛逛

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沁芝学校举办运动会,皓皓去支持。

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好喜欢看宝贝穿外套上学。

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好喜欢看皓皓睡觉。

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结束香港gala,带回来谢霆锋叔叔送的饼干。

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皓皓很爱吃。阻止他,他居然说:我看而已!

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学校假期开始了,带沁芝皓皓去staycation。皓皓很专注在涂涂画画。

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隔天去逛乌节路的灯饰。

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还有搭乘双层巴士看圣诞灯饰。

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老师说,皓皓很坚持,很独立,很 帮忙同学和老师,能够自动自发做功课等等,非常懂事非常聪明,非常灵巧。重点是,皓皓很在乎做的最好。而且皓皓很敏感,很胆小,心思细密。老师说,要设计各种让皓皓失败的情况,让皓皓学习失败。

怎么这一切,听起来那么熟悉?

宝贝,祝福你。随喜而乐。

 

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7years 9months

亲爱的宝贝

听到老师说,你是一个never give up的人,mommy安心了。老师说,沁芝遇到不懂的,也不断尝试,不会轻易放弃。

我听了,好讶异!沁芝好像我。是怎么学到的?还有,老师说,沁芝喜欢让别人开心。听起来好像也像我。

带沁芝皓皓去植物园

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然后倒Huber’s,她喜欢这里的蘑菇汤

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小瓜爱彩色

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这是沁芝的学校带孩子们到邮政局那一天寄回来的

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好喜欢看沁芝去playground之后红红的脸蛋。

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让沁芝打电话给婆婆阿姨。

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这一天,带沁芝皓皓去逛逛

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在学校的沁芝。

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mommy从香港公干回来,带来了谢霆锋叔叔送的饼干。两人吃得口不停

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学校假期开始的那一周,我们去staycation,是沁芝最爱的假期活动。

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隔天去乌节路看圣诞灯饰。

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还有带沁芝皓皓乘坐双层巴士,欣赏圣诞灯饰。好像还是昨天,好像去年我们刚刚做了这件事,然后,又到今年。

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亲爱的宝贝,

最近你好像容易感冒生病,流鼻血又高烧,

祝福你健康、平安。祝福你喜乐开怀!

 

 

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Friend of Michelin 米其林之友

https://guide.michelin.com.hk/michelin-unveils-its-first-friend-of-michelin

I saw this first as a thought, like a seed of sorts. Then with some imagination, little expectation, I made contact. And today, he’s become a Friend of Michelin, the first ever in history since the guide has come into being. Sharing this dream project with all of you foodies. And I say again, that this magic food can do, has to be savoured with loved ones. They make good food, unforgettable. And when the act of eating becomes an experience, they will forever be stored as memories. 謝霆鋒《鋒味》 FriendofMichelin #米芝蓮之友 MichelinGuideHongKongMacau2017 #yenmuzremember