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9 years 5 months

很快一个月。

亲爱的宝贝,你看看小时候的自己。这么一看,就清楚了,沁芝长大多少。这么看就清楚了,你周围的我们老了多少。

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这一天,带沁芝皓皓去RWS staycation,第一次带小瓜去吃麦当劳。

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我们去环球影城玩,沁芝攀墙,似模似样。

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沁芝很喜欢彩色

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最近沁芝学会了Beauty And The Beast,每晚都要沁芝弹给我听。

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晚上要睡下了,小瓜最爱整理睡床,要整理成hotel bed。还给mommy写了情书 :)

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隔天看我累了,就写了多一封给我。沁芝就是这样的贴心。这样懂得疼爱mommy!

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问沁芝,以后会想起mommy什么,是不是mommy一直骂沁芝,叫沁芝努力念书做功课?

沁芝摇摇头说:“不是,是记着你现在的样子”

然后开心笑了。

宝贝啊,听你的话都让我觉得我不够好,不够做你的mommy。

然后你爬上床,站上去,说这Science老师Ms Chew如何把你的作业放在投影机,让同学看到你全部对的作业。而且你沁芝多下了苦功做的作业。

宝贝啊,很为你开心为你骄傲。

你本来就是这样闪亮的!从来都是!

沁芝好美,沁芝每次说皓皓坏蛋,皓皓整天欺负姐姐,但又好爱姐姐。可能姐弟就是这样。

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沁芝喜欢抱着mommy,早上醒来会抱着mommy的腰,或者从后面抱正在厨房忙着准备午餐的mommy,沁芝就是这样,再让mommy知道这就是爱的表现。

也是沁芝告诉我,沁芝“看到”mommy的努力的方式。

沁芝是老师啊。谢谢宝贝!

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5yrs 5mths

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皓皓最近爱做手工,每天都会拿废纸造成各种造型。

去学校见老师,老师说,皓皓在学习方面都很ok,只是有时显得没有什么自信。不太敢表达。

老师说,皓皓以前会经常只跟sheadon玩在一块,不过现在已经跟更多人一起玩,在学校,皓皓还会很调皮地逗老师,和老师开玩笑。

想起这也是皓皓会逗mommy的地方:

that day, i was waiting at the somen place for them to come,
Me; haohao how do u feel when u saw Mom?
haohao: i fell in love

另一回:

Me: hao u look so cute today ( n I start rubbing his head)
Yhh: I m not a toy mom I m not a toy

Today is water play day n kids have to bring food
Yhh: I need a lunch bax (box)

We got down the car n I m amused coz I heard a cock go cockatoo
Yhh: mom just keep going keep on going !

然后我们去了普吉岛Point Yamu。

一早起来,搭地铁去机场

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在这里我们四个——一家人一样地处在一起,只是睡觉、早餐、游泳、午餐、游泳、晚餐、睡觉。这就是最幸福的事。

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每天在一起,可以专注于这些最小的事,也就是最重要的了。

 

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这里有很舒服的Play by COMO,其实是Kids Club,各种多姿多彩的玩具、书籍,还有各种活动,比如这天我们大人去spa,你们就在这里设计风筝、放风筝、Design your own Pizza、尝试Thaiboxing

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很喜欢这里的早餐,绿色干净的食品,我们每天早上喝椰水果汁,还有点餐,儿童吃得好好

这里有个Lounge,是我们每天必到的地方,你和姐姐第一次下棋,爱上了。早也下完也下。初步懂得下棋盘算的滋味。

最意想不到的是,皓皓、姐姐都喜欢Recreation Room的Table Soccer,我们就在这里玩

我们玩table soccer的时候,mommy调侃皓皓,说love you deep deep,结果皓皓现在也经常和mommy这么说。

不过皓皓沁芝最爱的应该是游泳。我们的房外就有游泳池,有时裸泳!或者到度假村的游泳池

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距离度假村十分钟外的Beach Club我们去了两天。这里安排了cabana小屋,有很舒服的空间,不过我们大部分时间都在Beach Club的游泳池,皓皓还第一次出海去划独木舟,走在水里看到鱼群漂游,在沙滩上跟mommy一起造“富士山”

午餐时间,怕你们饿了,点了炸鱼和薯条

cabana的后面有个小屋,皓皓说是tree house,给儿童玩乐 的小天地。

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问皓皓,what is your favourite part of the day?他说:“walking in the sea with mommy, build mt fuji with mommy, playing table soccer”

不过皓皓沁芝最爱的就是回来后泡浴缸。

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有两次,mommy和沁芝皓皓一起泡浴缸,一起聊天,就泡上1个小时,我们轮流问问题,看看Who knows better?

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比如,沁芝最爱的水果是榴莲还是草莓、皓皓最爱的恐龙是谁?mommy喜欢做工还是在家?

一般泡完晚餐,皓皓已经很累,常常要在饭桌上倒头大睡

每晚吃phad thai,后来发现这里的芒果汁很棒,再加点,最后是皓皓沁芝最爱的甜点Lod Chang

皓皓可以为了下棋,不吃。

这两个心肝宝贝真的太可爱了

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早上,看到窗口湿了,让孩子体验画在湿了的窗口上的乐趣

亲爱的宝贝,爱你,love you deep deep.

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9years 4months

亲爱的沁芝

你知不知道你出现之后,带给mommy多少?

对mommy来说——其实数不尽。无穷无尽。

比方说,牵你的手,感受你的手心。

比方说,你画的这张画。

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你说:“i know you love nature, so i draw many leaves for you”

那天去学校,Parents Meet Teacher session,听到老师说你,mommy感动哭了。

原来沁芝在学校是这么专心用功的,所以回到家里累了。原来沁芝的努力,mommy好像都没看到。只看到沁芝没有尝试、放弃。

老师说,沁芝好棒,是很好的student leader,很负责任,很用心,很坚持,放进很多的用心要学好。只是————为什么,好像都没在成绩方面,这些努力显现出来?

老师要我们扩大沁芝的vocabulary,让沁芝多看多读多理解。

想到Uncle John见你之后说的,这就是你。

Sensitive emotionally, mentally, physically

Emotionally: when she was young, you scolded her badly and she freezes herself or becomes frozen and gets into that energy shock n goes into her shell each time she is scolded.

Physically: her body has a tendency to go into a weird behaviour

—>Trauma for her

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she is super sensitive

she is a crystal child
she is a fine, clever lady just that she is extremely sensitive to energy
if a person is good or no good, she will know

high potential to become boss or leader
but once you shout at her she will be silent for a long time and keep to herself
she dont tell you

Sometimes even if she is grown up, she will be child like, be a child

She will follow spiritual master

Improvements:

1. Keep energy stable at home- She is extremely sensitive to energy and hp so no wifi, off wifi at night, wifi will make her feel restless
2. Some exercise
3. Diet
Avoid Dairy- her 肠胃敏感, dairy upsets her
NXR + Mineral Essence 5ml + Slique Shake + Life 9 + Probiotics/ Super B to improve bowels (Probiotocs or Max B 1 teaspoon, use plastic spoon/ replace with grounded Super B thereafter): this will help QinZhi a lot
Mag 07- take 2-3, for just 3 weeks, then alternate.

2. Grounding- every 2 weeks to wash the earthing sheet

3. Shower with 3 oils- Idaho Blue Spruce 5ml/Valor 5ml/ Valor II 5ml
4. Qinzhi to apply Valor on heart and stomach/solar plexus 2 times a day
5. DOME everyday, 20min b4 sleep: 3 min on 3 min off
Master Blend for Qinzhi: 10ml Frankinsense + 5ml Idaho Blue Spruce
6. 4 corners of bedroom
-place 4 tinted bottles of himalayan salt (4 tablespoon + Idaho Blue Spruce 10 drops + valor 5 drops + water in 1 L water )
-After first 3 months, change every half yearly

7. 5 sessions of therapy- 2 in first week, the rest in the month, once a week using these oils : Valor ii/valor/ Idaho blue spruce/ white angelica/ frankincense/ highest potential
8. If not well, DOME with 50% lemon + 50% peppermint, a bit of tea tree or thieves on feet 3 times a week

The above should open qinzhi up, her brain will open and focus, she will be more balanced and confident , she needs to ground

Parents must cultivate her mental strength before she goes on to be teenager; let parents be spiritual teacher for her to follow instead of others

然后我们带了沁芝皓皓去普吉岛。这一天早上,沁芝起个大早。班机是830am,所以630am要到机场,沁芝把闹钟调到445am,还说早上3点钟就起床。

沁芝好爱旅行,好爱好爱。

然后我们乘搭地铁去机场。

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这次班机要搭巴士出外,也是体验!

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小瓜在飞机上已经很自在:)

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订了COMO的专车接送,很舒服顺利到达Point Yamu,这是普吉岛的左岸,多年前度假村开业时,有机会来过。之前还有很多元素不完整,现在已经是很成熟。

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沁芝好爱游泳,享受游泳,像是一条鱼那样。虽然不是很会游,但就是喜欢水。沁芝游泳的时候很自由很自在,很开心很开怀。

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所以亲爱的,这就是你的样子。原来原本开心的样子。

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度假村的Kids Club多姿多彩,有各种各样的书类和玩具,第一次让小朋友在这里呆着,然后跑去按摩。

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负责任让你小朋友设计风筝,再带小朋友去草坪放风筝。按摩回来看到这幅画面,我的孩子乖乖的。

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度假村的消闲娱乐处有各种大人可以消磨时光的活动,没有想到我的小朋友居然能够胜任。我们每天起码来报到一次,因为这里的table soccer给我们许多的欢乐。

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一般上,table soccer可以玩上半小时,之后再去下棋。

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晚也下,早也下

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接着回去泡浴缸

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我的沁芝好大了!

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度假村不靠沙滩,但有个距离在10分钟之外的Beach Club。我们乘船外出,看到大海、天地的辽阔和壮大。

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这就是我们一连两天用的cabana,小屋有卧床,后头有浴室。

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后面还有个儿童的Play by COMO treehouse

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沁芝第一次划独木舟,应该可以体验到沧海一粟或是大地大海的辽阔无边吧。

我们在海水浅处散步,看到很多的鱼群。跟沁芝说,海那么大,鱼那么那么小。鱼群还是那样的生活。跟着海跟着浪。跟着大地的呼吸和节奏。这真是一件奇妙的事。

我们是不是也应该这样?

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一般游泳后就午餐。有好味道的炸鱼和薯条!接着再游泳,在沙滩上打造“富士山”

第二天再到beach club,发现“富士山”还在。

沁芝把它归回大地。然后真的是带着不舍的心情,上快艇回返本岛。

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回到度假村,继续玩水!

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早上,玻璃窗冻了一天,有水汽,让沁芝皓皓去玩写玻璃!

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度假村的早餐很丰富,每天都有鲜榨果汁,很棒的水果,订餐后才煮的儿童餐点。

沁芝喜欢这里的自制草莓酱、巧克力🥐,一次可以吃四五个!

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度假村有鲜榨果汁,奶昔等饮料,芒果是沁芝很喜欢的。午后还有免费的冰棒!

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小妞晒得一身古铜色肌肤,这也是沁芝从未看过的自己,以及可以有的样子。真漂亮!

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早上daddy mommy做瑜伽,沁芝皓皓不能参与,在外头等候。好乖巧,两人就画画。

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回家,希望沁芝度过愉快的假期!

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在机场等待登机时,沁芝说想买东西给阿姨。于是去找比较健康的,最好选了香蕉片。

沁芝好有心,😊也像mommy一样,出国就想姨姨婆婆

这一天要出国拍摄,问沁芝可以借她的小行李箱吗?小妞的答复很大人。

亲爱的宝贝,你哪一点都不缺。

可爱、漂亮、善良、烂漫、你很棒。

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What is that in you (ii)

Went to meet up with my friend and spent the night listening to what she has been through the last few weeks.

She poured out her emotions on having to deal with her ex, her daughter and her colleague or subordinate who was diagnosed with the last stage of cancer.

She shared with me how she dealt with everything and teared up.

It was great she shared.

I listened, and with a lot of fear and trepidation. I tried to listen with awareness and at my best, do listening mediation.

That night i felt my arms and legs wrought with fear, and a lot of it.

Like a mini panic attack of sorts, i felt my limbs go weak go numb with lots of needles. I felt emotionally drained.

I couldnt sleep well and woke early this morning. Then i was so tired out I slept in the afternoon and only woke up in the evening finding myself better. Before that my tummy was full and I couldnt digest things.

I had my first meal of the day at 7pm.

And now feeling better, i want to try and make sense of this in the way I could best—writing it out.

This little exercise showed what is that in me.

My fear about about cancer, about life or the death of it.

Recently i had been listening to so many cases of illness, there were Facebook friends who were further away, and there was a contact who shared during lunch that she was down. Then my ex colleague, my friend ‘s subordinate.

I had a rising sense of fear.

It seemed so easy. SO so easy.

What was the universe or life trying to tell me—was this an alert or a wake up call? what was the message behind?

Impermanence was definitely one.

And for me, my fear about illness about life or the death of it. That I couldnt understand or haven’t spent heart trying to make sense of.

Childhood memories of grandfather, who seemed to pass away with liver failure. Then when i was bigger, my maternal grandma who had colon cancer. My mother who passed on when she had a viral attack on the heart in a bad bout of flu. My paternal grandmother who has it in the later stages of her life, but facing it with so much courage and bravery.

I thought of the friends who have recently battled the illness and those who have passed on. Everyone’s story is different.

Why did they get ill?

With limited wisdom and ignorance, and framing in a shorter span of a lifetime, it could be stress, unhappiness and something in life that has gone awry, more like a mental or emotional kind of wrong that has showed up in a different light physically.

In a longer frame, karma? Like time is up.

Something I thought we do not have control over. But as I m writing it now, maybe we do.

Recent stories showed me little bits of why people fell, in life. There was work stress, there was stress for bringing up kids with problems, there was stress with dealing in a boss who sucks and people who have succumbed because mentally they seem to have succumbed to unhealthy thinking or refused to budge or change or breakthrough.

And these are the mirrors in life, that reflect back and make you ponder about yourself. As they say, life is a reflection.

They show you what worked and what did not. What else can be changed and pushed for in my own.

I thought about myself.

I havent really digested my mother’s death, maybe because i didnt know her in life. Her life, her thoughts and emotions.

And her life came and went.

And everything went through but wasn’t experienced.

I did not or have not taken life “seriously”, I did not venture in to think perhaps why there is life, and or —-the purpose of meaning of it.

I ran away and is running away in a “flight” response.

But the recent stories have unsettled me and made me realise that I can no longer use the same response. Or rather, the old response no longer serves me.

I thought about myself, my understanding and of life.

I did not dare and has not face up to the real meaning of life. I was successful in my work and have aced my way through the best educational institutions.

But certainly there was so much more in life I didnt know.

So when I listened to these stories of people getting sick and falling down in life, they were stories and I didnt understand the meaning of it.

And the meaning was to really go for what matters, in my little life, to make sense as much of happenings, to dissolve and resolve unsettled past and emotions, to really spend time on things that matter. Not going after the the name of it.

Its also about conviction, belief and pushing for things you really believe in and expressing your soul and your self, and not being afraid of it.

Its about getting to the root living it rather than living in the surface of it.

And really living it out and up what matters to me.

Its about not just spending time, but devoting the insides of yourself, your time, your thoughts and emotions, your breath your soul—–truly and wholeheartedly to causes that matter.

My family, my kids, my siblings, my dad, my extended family. As for money, I do need it, but i think that, can be taken care of with suitable planning and savings.

Om ma ne pad me hum.

 

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What is that in you

I saw this FB post of a friend.

“You are holding a cup of coffee when someone comes along and bumps into you or shakes your arm, making you spill your coffee everywhere.

Why did you spill the coffee?
“Well because someone bumped into me, of course!”

Wrong answer.

You spilled the coffee because there was coffee in your cup. Had there been tea in the cup, you would have spilled tea.

Therefore, when life comes along and shakes you, whatever is inside you will come out. It’s easy to fake it, until you get rattled.

So we have to ask ourselves, “what’s in my cup?”

When life gets tough, what spills over?

joy, gratefulness, peace and humility? OR anger, bitterness, harsh words and reactions?”

Things that come into our life serve to tell us about ourselves, and that thing that is in us.

It is sunday today and I woke up happy , extremely happy to be alone, and to have a day devoted to myself and what I like to do.

Then I saw a mountain of clothes waiting to be ironed.

I was fired up and extremely frustrated and angry.

These clothes have been lying there for the past week! And out of the one week, I did ALL I could and even more as a working mother.

Waking up early to cook, doing all the chores I can and rushing home to cook. And having to wash up dirty plates and everything before I could start cooking, when I had little time or had to rush.

Out of those few days, bf was on leave. As i see it, he had time to do all these little by little.

And in my mind, i knew that i wanted him to rest and had time to rest, so I did ALL I could so that he could have more time to rest.

But rest he did.

So on  his off days he rest, but on my off days, i do what he could have but didnt do.

I was extremely mad.

We have had these conversations many times over.

And always, his logic was ——if you are not happy you do not do this, i’ll find my time to do.

But I just couldnt stand looking at that heap of clothes that has been there for one week.

Somebody has to do it.

At the basic level, I felt so so unfair, so so angry, why would I think for him and want for him to have a rest day without having to do anything, but he wouldnt think this way for me.

On normal days when he had rest and didnt have to do anything much, i still had to come back and wash up the pots and plates they had lunch on.

And even if he ironed, he would leave the clothes for me to keep.

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I decided to iron the clothes today again because I felt like i wanted both of us to have a gd rest day and i knew he wouldnt have time to iron today or tomoro, because he would be at work and I wanted him to have good rest after work.

So i chose covering this set of chores which he could have done so many days before, rather than choosing myself, rather than spending time going out for a walk or doing some writing like now.

I chose him over myself.

I also wanted myself to have a neat tidy house to enjoy my rest day.

So i picked up the iron and started.

But i got so so mad.

Because I knew i wanted to talk to him about this, n he wouldnt understand what i m saying, he wouldnt even appreciate or understand all this that ran in my mind,

he would just say:” i will find my time to do”

ANd i knew i would get so mad all over again.

Because i did ALL i could on my work days, and on days he rest to let him do little and have a n ice clean house to enjoy -But on my off day, i still have to do ALL i can to cover what he didnt do,

I thought of what qinzhi wrote on the note that day to her dad because she saw he just left for his massage and didnt even bother to clean the table nor empty the dustbin, she wrote smthg and at that point in time when I read it, i felt like she knew smthg more, n she said smthg out for me, she wrote : “DO ALL YOU HAVE TO!”

And today i finally understood why—whilst I was ironing.

I kept doing all I can for my family, my kids, my husband. But not all I can for myself. I was always putting them first.

And ahead of me.

And at that point when I was ironing. I knew why this thing got at me.

My mom was also always putting her family, her kids, her husband before her.

My father didnt appreciate her and all those efforts.

Maybe he did, but too late.

When i realised this, I realised i walked in her footsteps and I was not too happy about all this because my own husband didnt understand and didnt appreciate what I had done.

If he had, he wouldnt choose or done allowed things to be this way. He would have cleaned up all the dishes or ironed all the clothes.

He wouldnt bear to let me, or he would think ahead for me, or consider for me.

At least he wouldnt leave those clothes there for me, he wouldnt even leave clothes there even after ironing.

And thinking of the post I saw on FB, i understand why i m so disturbed and worked up, its not even about the work, nor the clothes, its about what I have in me.

I do not want to let days come on and for myself to do these over and over again, its also not about not happy dont do, its about that level of appreciation and consideration for the other party.

its about putting someone else before yourself.

i m angry and frustrated at myself because these things that happen once and again show me how silly i m in putting others before myself, and i hate to admit i made a wrong decision.

I do not want to be like my mother, i do not want a husband who doesnt see my point and not recognise or appreciate me, i do not tolerate laziness and nonsense.

Never. I do not want to be like my mother. Doing everything she has to everything she could and more . Faithfully doing something and always so giving or sacrificing of her self, little by little till she had no life left.

Its about me.

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5yrs 4mths

因为沁芝皓皓喜欢泡泡、喜欢staycaytion,daddy mommy总是也趁机去staycation

泡浴缸,这是小瓜最爱的staycation活动

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最近小瓜迷上考记忆的卡片游戏。

一次,皓皓赢了,居然还说自己手上赢回来的卡比较姐姐的多出一倍

游泳,小瓜喜欢的另一项活动之一!

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皓皓睡前爱画画。

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小瓜从conrad看过来,总是看到Pan Pacific Hotel的游泳池。所以check out 之后,就带他们去pan pacific看一下conrad!

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爸爸生日,皓皓最开心,因为有的吃!

这天去了Clip & Climb。上次皓皓初探爬高的滋味,这次更加坚定,爬到最高。

有一回,mommy也尝试了一下,然后到一半就不敢往上。

但是皓皓说:“mommy, you dont have to look down, just look upwards, and when you want to come down, just shout: Watch Out!”

然后他继续他的攀爬。

一直一直往上往上。

皓皓和姐姐去洗牙,不需妈妈陪,和姐姐在房间里洗牙。很利害,牙医哥哥说,弟弟好勇敢。然后juju护士姐姐做了可爱的手套气球送给皓皓芝芝。

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有一天,在餐馆里等皓皓沁芝来。

我说:“皓皓,how do you feel when u saw mommy?”

他说:“I fell in love with you. you are like my girlfriend!”

Mom is so tickled! Thank you for the inspiration and the healing and love you do to me, Love you to bits, darling!

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9 years 3months

我亲爱的宝贝

你好美 !!!

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Mommy跟阿妹阿姨说,science 40/80; Maths 1 mark to pass, Chinese 23.5/45; English i think 57 /100
nvm la, so long she healthy n happy!

Mommy问沁芝拿到这样的成绩可不开心,沁芝说:开心。

那就好!

但是还是希望沁芝可以每个科目都及格。

不知不觉,三年级的生活就这样过了一半。

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最近沁芝皓皓喜欢玩记忆牌,但沁芝有一回输了,皓皓赢了,沁芝很生气。大声嚷嚷。每次都你赢!

然后生气哭了。

沁芝自卑了吗?

睡觉的时候,mommy说,沁芝难过了,沁芝听了大哭。

宝贝啊,人生的输赢才不是你想的那样,黑白分明。慢慢的你就会知道,或者说,输有时是赢;赢有时候是输。

慢慢的,你就会知道,输赢都不是人生最重要的。

因为沁芝皓皓喜欢泡泡、喜欢staycaytion,daddy mommy总是也趁机去staycation

泡浴缸,这是小瓜最爱的staycation活动

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最近小瓜迷上考记忆的卡片游戏。

一次,皓皓赢了,居然还说自己手上赢回来的卡比较姐姐的多出一倍

游泳,小瓜喜欢的另一项活动之一!所以staycation的隔天早上,大家起个大早,然后就去游泳池。

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姐弟俩喜欢涂涂写写

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好喜欢沁芝的笑,好甜!

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然后我们去了Clip & Climb

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爸爸生日当天,我们一起去吃点东西,然后吃蛋糕。爸爸好开心!

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母亲节,沁芝做了很多的❤️,说要我带到办公室的桌上,然后我就收进皮包里,每次打开就能看见沁芝的爱。

最喜欢握沁芝的手。可能想到妈妈以前怎么在我睡觉的时候用手来抚摸我的手,然后说——很滑。以前妈妈会说,那这样以后不要做家务,让老公做。

沁芝的手总是在mommy最需要力量的时候给我力量。不知道有多少次,mommy身上一点力气也没有的时候,就是因为握沁芝的手,知道要、还要握沁芝的手,所以才有勇气有力量继续深深呼吸,挺下去。

上个星期,带沁芝皓皓去洗牙。

mommy自己在弄牙齿的时候,沁芝皓皓也在另一间房间里洗牙。我觉得两个孩子怎么这么了不起这么勇敢。

好棒好厉害。所以护士姐姐Juju也画了两个小手套送给孩子。

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这是mommy我可能也没有的勇气。太骄傲了!

宝贝沁芝,你本来就是勇敢无惧的。完美的。

知道吗?

好爱你宝贝!