Learning in Happiness

I have never really understood what it was like to learn in happiness. But a beautiful pot of orchid sent to me helped me break new ground.

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The admin assistant who brought the pot to me remarked, “i havent seen you so happy in a while!”

and it made me realise how happy i was.

i said “thank you” to her, to which she added.

“welcome. i m happy to see you happy.”

And i thought, how wonderful!!!

feelings are contagious. they are apparent, or shall i say, energy.

how you feel, what you radiate goes out, and this little episode, made me aware of how i should keep myself so that i radiate only goodness and good energy n happy things out.

because it makes a difference, even if i m little.

it makes a difference.

i love it that this little joy is shared and its very deep and holds precious good energy . i think its so precious.

sharing joy.

and what is even more wonderful, is that in those few moments of happiness, i found myself in a very pure empty space, i was fully aware. and it was blank space that was very wide and quiet and peaceful.

i have always heard about emptiness. but that time, i experienced it.

and i m reminded of what my travel companion said when we were travelling in india, he shared how he felt when at Lakhdah, when it seemed boundless, i remember his words, and that was that, there is no need for words.

you feel empty.

And i m convinced only nature can bring forth these gifts.

i m reminded of that day when i did therapy and teacher got me to draw an angel card, that shows abundance.

the message was that, to receive abundance, you have to clean out the old and things that do not work.

this came close.

how wonderful when we co create with the universe.

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今早在办公室收到一盆胡姬花。

好~开~心!

大大的胡姬花瓣,非常细致,柔美。我好开心!

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AA说:“很少看到你这么开心!看到你开心,我也很开心!”

我听到,好感动!

让我知道,原来心情是可以传染的。要顾好自己的心和情。把正能量传送出去。

还有一点,很高兴很开心的那几秒内,我清楚觉知,自己进入空的状态。自己感受到很深、宽的平静,很空,但我知道那就是老师们说的,一种awareness。

很少时候是在快乐中学习。但今天有这样在快乐中学习的感受,让我有一番新的领悟。

我过去大多在痛苦辛苦艰难的境遇里学习。但这是第一次,这么这么久以来,第一次在快乐中学习。

为什么?

不是意外。

我相信那是一种标志。我相信,我已经告别一部分的过去。

启动新的自己。开启新的篇章。

再想起之前抽到的angel card,abundance。清空过去,投入现在。

午餐,和相熟的工作伙伴料,很深入。把我知道的和她分享,希望她有所启发。

她说她感觉我放开许多。改变了。

她问我享受什么?我说是现在。

有人现在。

回想今早,我做了一件不一样的事。

看到天空转亮,就在太阳就要路脸的那几刻,我想抓住那几刻。

我觉得那时候很特别。一天就在你的眼前,也在你的身边。很自然的我面向太阳,搜索自己。尝试静止。

然后感谢。我相信眼前这一天将不一样。将美好。我set the intention。

然后收获一天的美丽。

我觉得真的好神奇。

原来,可以轻快,不带走一抹云彩的,好好去投入生活。

好神奇,好美。

谢谢。

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