And feeling or getting in touch with all the heavy murky feelings in my body.
I sort of could see them coming out of my body.
And I saw this.
If they can stand tall in the wind.
I surely can .
And then I had this feeling that I deserve.
I deserve to live on a nice piece of land,
I deserve to live in a good property,
I deserve good furniture, good appliance, good products, good food, goodness
I deserve to live well,
And it dawned upon me how important this feeling is.
For whatever reasons, whatever past it may be, but the greatest reason is, out of a reinforced habit, I have been stopping myself from deserving.
I have been deriding myself and depriving myself.
Just thinking and feeling that I can’t!
But I can I can I can!
And I deserve.
For no other reason, simply because
Om Ma Ne Pad Me Hum.
Thank you universe.