i havent been sleeping well, waking up in the night.
i havent been digesting well.
i dont feel hungry.
the system needs cleansing.
i searched myself。
我想，是最近两名同事的家人相继离世有关。i dint take it well, it affected me because it brought up settled feelings and a past.
its a mental block that needs some work here.
and yes, everyone needs time to do the work within ourselves. we need that time to work within, and we need to do that work ourselves.
but the beauty of this fatigue is it brings me to an understanding of myself. as i plant each step as firmly as i can to the ground, i m reminded of how lucky i m.
i should still, just, thank.