the bloat n tightness in me has been there for close to a week, i keep thinking how to address it.
what is causing it?
n it suddenly dawned upon me, it is huaihao not at home with me.
its self imposed disciplinary action of sorts, i find that i m not doing my duty as mommy snuff.
i want to bring him back, not bringing qinzhi out n leaving him there.
thats just not right.