After 3 months , I m
So happy to go for my art therapy !
It is the window of time for myself that makes me happy n clears my system.
In this window, thoughts just distill themselves. Wisdom floats upwards in moments n I m simply glad to arrest these moments in time.
Yen reminds me to take stock of the wonderful things I have done n to cherish these, for they carry a lot of strength n wisdom, “which u always have “, she says.
She talked about the strength n
Power of thoughts n working in tandem with the universe, these I already knew.
“Like when u say u wanted a baby n he is out now.”
Yes. Yes . Yes.
Like I said I wanted to stop work n build my family.
Like when I m delivering Huaihao , without epidural.
Looking back, I m amazed myself , often , wondering where on earth I got those strength , inspiration n energy from.
“Do u feel at your most painful, it is when your awareness is strongest?”
I remember telling myself then, that nothing is impossible so long as u do not limit yourself.
It’s a boundless feeling, thinking that n it is v empowering.
And I managed to create a new pathway .
I said even now I do not believe I have done it.
Just how n why, people don’t believe even though they have an experience? I wanted to ask yen: how do u believe?
And the answer emerged: just believe in yourself. Believe more n more. Once n again.
I drew a picture of Huaihao in a red robe to symbolism him escorted by lama, in Xiaokang ‘s dream.
To me, Huaihao is a reminder of new pathways n promises the new, looking for the new n awareness . And qinzhi teaches me by reflection on the old me with awareness.
Thank u teachers.